LOVE is like SEX and so many

other things that -- if you really

apply yourself to honing your

skills, you can become a

GENIUS at it. The heart is a

muscle and --  like any muscle

-- work it hard enough, it'll be-

come a Schwarzenegger of

romance/devotion. Most ppl

don't commit to any sort of

workout of the SOUL so, while

they can do any number of

things well, they fumble thru

anything more sophisticated

than making a sandwich the

way their beloved prefers it.

Women've b*tched about

this for years even though

there's a glaring inequity --

why are we still demanding

men buy gifts, do thought-

ful things, court and dazzle

women but women are not

expected to do the same in

return? This BS has been go-

ing on far too many centur-

ies! It is utterly unfair! Men

deserve to be sweated-for!

So ladies...get into those

Reebox and spandex and

start your warm-up...LOVE

is not a treadmill...it's a de-

cathlon! Work It! Jerk It!

Don't dare shirk it!

Try DEATH BECOMES HER

EDGE OF 17 & GREASE

FEB 26, 2021

Love can drive you mad!

Love can cure insanity.

Depending on who you're

with and who you are when

you're with them, LOVE can

be a kind of crazy that cul-

ture has harnessed for eons

to somehow try to capture

how the chemicals in the

human brain behave when

dopamine, serotonin,

adrenalin and oxytocin un-

leash a cocktail (that sounds

dirty...is it dirty?...) that is not

unlike a schizophrenic during

their worst peaks and valleys.

Is it any wonder that SLASH-

ER movies traditionally synch-

ronized girls giving it up with

their immediate demise?

Let's have some fun with our

FLIX this time and I'll recom-

mend STUDENT BODIES,

THIS HOUSE POSSESSED &

THE COMEBACK which was

tempting to use last post but

just suited this one more...

poetically? Any of the 3 FAN

movies work and, of course,

you gotta see CALIGULA --

now that guy was...ok maybe

he was insane but DAMN!

Some sexy sexy sexy stuff!

You say nympho like it's a

BAD thing! (ROTFLMAO)

FEB 26, 2021

Becoming a train enthusiast

was easy. They're hypnotic,

soothing; and, even when they

drown out audio on your vids,

it's worth it just to relish the

dying mode (at least in Can.)

In Italy and Australia, and

certainly in Asia, trains are

colorful rockets (some of them

insanely fast!) that have lost

the charm of the old iron

CHUGGERS. That sounds dirty

is that dirty? I keep forgetting

I'M THE CHUGGER! (giggle).

RAILWAY MAN is the one to

watch THE LADY VANISHES.

and (forgive me) BEFORE

SUNSET. For a dark/romance

DERAILED is always creepy.

I've had every kind of ima-

ginable sex on trains all over

Europe where it seems like

everyone's joining the BALLIN'

THE JACK club (which is the

train equivalent of The Mile-

High club --also guilty!) in-

cluding giving one porter a

blowjob in the baggage car

(Summer 2016). Now...time to

shake my caboose!

FEB 24, 2021

Join hands...brace yourself...

against whatever you can

find...because we're about

to go full-throttle and the

ride's about to shake out

some veeeery veeeeerryyy

good vibrations...Hell Yes!

What started as a 1936 song

has turned into a train-lover's

(and trainlovers) very wet &

sticky creamy-dream.

Strangers, couples, & some-

times even soloists have got-

ten ALL ABOARD the Love

Train (or at least lust train) to

join the BALLIN' THE JACK

club, which -- ideally -- re-

quires you to do whatever

BALLING you do at FULL

THROTTLE. That means hot

steamy, rumpy-bumpy as

hard and fierce as you can

to the ferocious sound; and

'Angle-Cocking' (heavy

breathing), 'Ball Off' (no

brakes) Judder-Shudder,

and feed the 'Firebox'!

THE YOUNG RUNAWAYS

and DIRTY GIRL are both

4-star...runaway with me for

a few hours...all aboard!

FEB 24, 2021

It's impossible for me to imagine

having a friend I don't fool

around with -- male or female.

Whatever the nature of the 'love'

sex makes it better. Since I'm

not wired into the conventional

ideas about sex/monogamy, I

get to sprinkle a little (or a lot)

of sex into every friendship or

other meaningful connection.

Haven't had any of the crises

people think will happen with

such a recipe. Crises only hap-

pen to people who meltdown at

every crux where mature adults

giggle or just....go to the beach

...or get a good night's sleep,

after which, all things seem...far

from dire or exigent. It's a bles-

sing to let petty things go and

just embrace a certain % of

randomness in the cosmos.

Orgasms are frigging amazing!

It perplexes me that so many

would choose to go 24 hrs or

more without one...or two...

or three...or four...on the floor.

We've become a dangerously-

unsexed society. Seems 20% of

us are having the other 80%s sex

Even the nun/sister I posted my

my fun with (with her permission

and final edit) ended up back on

my doorstep. (Self-conscious to

be sure but, nonetheless...in

need). It's scary to think her likes

are having more fun than the

most...well..'average folks'

All this civility (and I am a devout

proponent of civility/manners) is

necessary for social cohesion

but also destructive when it

keeps us from making out on a

park bench or movie theater the

way they did prior to 1985 when

a much more polite society en-

couraged even teens to 'date

around' which meant a girl could

make out with several guys a

month (or even week) at what-

ever 'inspiration point' everyone

made out at. WTH happened?

We've become..well...prudish.

EGAD! If you can name my fav

'erotic' movie...a FREE HOUR

is yours..along with my BOOBS!

FEB 22, 2021

FIRE...WATER...the treetops wa-

ving to the stars in the breeze.

Numerous things mesmerize

us and many of them we have

in common, including BOOBS!

My first exposure to porn was

at the age of 8 when I acci-

dentally discovered that my

parents' walk-in closet had a

redlight hanging from the

ceiling and, once pulled, lit up

6 full surfaces of collaged

nudes of various sizes and

shapes. My dad had spent

god-knows-how-many-hours/

years cutting and pasting to

create a flowing masterpiece

of (mostly) boobs. Of course,

being only 8 I had no idea

Mother Nature was going to

hit me with 32Ks before I was

out of high school! Since then

my BOOBs have 'interested'

most of you and, being BI,

other women's boobs have

certainly been hypnotic for

me. Love itself also seems to

MESMERIZE some more than

others and one wonders if the

fascination is genuine desire

to be in love/loved...or...if it's

merely a primal element of

our survival. Maybe we know

lust isn't enough every time.

Maybe, at least some of our

carnal compulsion needs to

be a deeper affinity, even if

merely temporary. Hmmm?

Thoughts? Apparently when

RASPUTIN was a hot-song,

people in discos would throw

fists in the air yelling "RAH!

RAH!" What a fab image of

affinity and unity! Not much

of that anymore. Disco was

awesome! I hate that I missed

being part of that crowd.

Rasputin wasn't the MESMER

folks claimed, but he's now so

infamous! Notorious! And

why not keep the BOB WELCH

going with HYPNOTIZED. Try

SHALLOW HAL, DEAD AGAIN

& THE PIRATE...and remember

don't stare too long or your

eyes will stick like that!

FEB 22, 2021

Human morality/ethics being

what they are -- now that god is

dead and we all want to sink a

flag in the fresh-turned soil of

the grave and construct our

independent foundation for

what is/isn't right/wrong,

good and evil etc -- we are

now left with 7.8 Billion moral

codes, few (if any) similar. It is

certainly more than enough

fuel to keep even the closest

people at odds for centuries

without hope of any real agree-

ment. The lines were drawn.

Toein' the line is a boxing/

fighting term for men setting

tete-a-tete at the toes before

coming to blows. (That sounds

dirty...is it dirty hehehehe).

At this rate, only an apocalypse

(or just everyone waking one

day and realizing this is impos-

sible madness -- HA! AS IF!)

can promise peace for us all.

True peace might happen at

our doing? in say...3021.

Meanwhile...the rules/lines are

blurred and we are left waking

up not quite sure where we are,

where we've been...where our

shoes are. Everyday we do

what's been jokingly referred

to as the walk of shame.

I'm sure my eyes are wonky or

my glasses too rosy or fogged.

It's Sunday and, yesterday I had

to deal with a racist...so

Try ACE IN THE HOLE (aptly

named for the 'toon below'),

DOUBT, I CONFESS, NO WAY

OUT and TO KILL A

MOCKINGBIRD. If you haven't

read ANIMAL FARM or LORD

OF THE FLIES since H.S. why

not see how differently you

absorb/process it now that

you're your own god/ethicist.

FEB 21, 2021

Multiple spouses/BFs/GFs has

very little to do with sex...but it

sure can be fun too! Having

other people who knew and

loved your spouse (I mean loved

him in all the same ways) made

my grief TRULY SHAREABLE! in

all elements of the relationship.

People are then allowed to

have headaches or be exhaus-

ted...someone else who will

attend to those you love as

well as you would yourself

now tuck you into bed and

say,"Sleep tight...I got this

covered!" Jealousy, envy,

rivalry -- the insidious atrocities

plaguing monogamous people

slowly devour the so-called

"LOVE" of their lives. It's just

ugly and insane! Monogamous

people aren't really monoga-

mous...they just want to be

selfish and immature and call it

"commitment". No one ques-

tions a mother/father's ability

to love 2,3,4 children...no one

questions a friend's ability to

be committed to 2,3,4 friends

or more. Sex should have little

or no part of that specious

thinking. It's insane and cruel

to burden one person with

giving to another everything

they need. It's impossible!

3 is not even close to a crowd:

sex with 3 or 4 doesn't sound

crowded at all! and isnt...it's

quite beautiful...as is a mar-

riage and going to a restaurant

or playing kickball or the hun-

dreds of things we do as hu-

mans. No flix for this...

Hollywood continues to color

these ideas as 'destructive'

I don't know anyone POLY who

isn't still in it...and happy AF.

FEB 21, 2021

I'm a very proud, proud slut. I've

got a high enough IQ that I made

my erotic choices with BRAINS

and consider what I do as FUN

(not work) a BLAST! Ya...ya...ya...

so I watch saturday cartoons,

read/write actual books, was an

'A' Pre-med student, listen to

BRAHMS, love poetry, puzzles

and know what PRURIENCE is.

That doesn't mean I'm boring!

I skip'd the whole drug/booze

thing, tattoos...but I've made

more men & women

than most 'POP' themselves

in their lifetime! Damn! I love

that I can say that! Intelligence is

an aphrodisiac but just being a bit

square is a turn-on when you fac-

tor in that NERDS tend to be

kinder, more considerate and the

sex always feels like the first time

even when it isn't -- they're more

aware of how grateful we should

all be that someone (nay, anyone

at all) will 'POP' us...ever! Being

a dork in high school gave me

a respect for being sexually over-

looked and I appreciate every

'POP' I get to have or create.

People don't have nearly enough

sex; and maybe the reason for

this is they feel entitled and that

it will simply be there...at their

convenience....hmmmmm?

Try CAN'T BUY ME LOVE and

I.Q. & read LOVE & GRAVITY

(SOTTO)...should be easy if

you've got 4 eyes! (giggle)

I think everyone agrees that we

were fairing much better when

RELIGION kept some uniformity

in people's ideas about what

WAS and WAS NOT love. At

least in those ideological micro-

cosms, the mythical 'Tower Of

Babel' meant that some people

would have listened to some

people & there would be under-

standing...of a sort! Now it seems

people rarely really listen to any-

one else, let alone actually hear

what they are saying. Everyone

has their own agenda and that's

what they hear, even if it's not

what's said. If you haven't seen

MISUNDERSTOOD now's the

time to catch it; and see HACK-

MAN & Henry Thomas (age 13)

show everyone how it's done --

the acting, the ignorance and

the listening...understanding.

Let's stick with TUCCI and say

THE SILENCE and if you've

dodged CRAWFORD/DUKE

in THE MIRACLE WORKER for

pete's sake SEE IT NOW!

BIRDBOX is a relieving alterna-

tive to idiotic A QUIET PLACE

(damn that movie was dumber

than a bowl of soup!)

And (to honor D.s memory) take

some time to watch HOUSE OF

CARDS (an all-time FAV) and

SILENT HILL and SILENT

HOUSE -- two very powerful flix

about child abuse. Then open

your heart and sit with someone

you love and really have a true

conversation where you actually

truly, truly LISTEN...and HEAR...

and (hopefully) understand!

FEB 20, 2021

(1 of 3 songs played at D.'s 'funeral')

Relationships of every kind can

go horribly wrong, especially if

it starts off from a foundation of

lies etc. When I broke away from

my life before age 19, I rid myself

of every person whom I would need

to lie to in order to preserve their

ideas about me...their delusions.

Some people know how to build

a good LOVE and some people

are just catastrophic. Most mar-

riages are pretty shaky from day

one. I'm a firm believer that most

of what happened to men be-

tween 1965-present is the fault

of women. Tyler's diatribe on

'rockstars and the great depres-

sion' is not just fitting but the

fall of society itself. It's my mis-

sion to be everything a woman

used to be that helped men be

everything they can be!?

Maybe we can all find our way

back to a steadier house of cards

with a foundation of respect and

co-operation. Maybe not. Maybe

we will progress through this to

a new magic. D. built amazing

card houses; it's a bit tragic that

he could never understand hu-

man deceit and how his brand

of LOVE would not be possible

for many hundreds (maybe thou-

sands) of years. So far yet to go!

FLICK recs start with WUTHER-

HEIGHTS, THE END OF THE

AFFAIR (both with Ralph Fiennes)

THE FAULT IN OUR STARS and,

of course, BLUE VALENTINE!

With the lockdown lifted I'm a

bit shaky now myself, weak in the

knees with sexual...(drool...growl)

HAHAHAHAHA! My house...is a

FUNHOUSE! You should check

out my TUNNEL OF LOVE!

Strip poker? First ya strip her...

then ya poke her!

FEB 19, 2021